[11:34] Lucy Bronet: It is more that i can't allow these people to disappear from SL completely. As long as i am able to provide this place where they will be remembered, I will. SL will eventually delete them. They will be lost. But not as long as I am here to prevent that. [11:34] Rarius Yuroki (yuroki.uriza): I was not in Gor for more than one year, and this is almost first event for me after my retrun and its sad [11:35] Sorana Barbosa (sorana): That is a kind and thoughtful way to think, Ubara [11:35] The Sailor (arealius.barbosa): Well said Lucy. And again...its appreciated. [11:36] Lucy Bronet: I still cry when I come here and visit my friends. [11:37] Lucy Bronet: Jan would make a point of coming once a week to talk to those she's lost. I try to do the same. [12:02] Buck (benjaminjames62): Thank you everyone for coming out [12:02] Buck (benjaminjames62): Smiles as Teal woud LOVE this song in her honor [12:02] Buck (benjaminjames62): I am Siri Emerald [12:02] Buck (benjaminjames62): Teal Razor was my slave here [12:02] Buck (benjaminjames62): and my Wife in Real life [12:03] Buck (benjaminjames62): I want to also thank Lucy And Jarek for this BEAUTIFUL Memorial for the Gardens [12:03] Buck (benjaminjames62): I remember Teal would come here often [12:03] Buck (benjaminjames62): reflect on those she new and learn about those she never met [12:03] Buck (benjaminjames62): The honor of living on here is definitely somethign she never expected and quite welcomed [12:04] Buck (benjaminjames62): Thank you again Lucy and Jarek for this [12:04] Buck (benjaminjames62): Please come foreard as I want ot stand near the memorial [12:05] Buck (benjaminjames62): My wife, Edie James, aka Teal Razor passed away on March 16th at 11:20 PM [12:05] Buck (benjaminjames62): I think most of you onw that by now [12:05] Buck (benjaminjames62): I sent out invitations and announcements to everyone she EVER had any dealings with in Second life [12:05] Buck (benjaminjames62): she started playing here in 2007 [12:06] Buck (benjaminjames62): and had MANY MANY Friends and acquaintances [12:06] Buck (benjaminjames62): funny how she came to SL [12:06] Buck (benjaminjames62): she palyed Call of duty on a server with several other players and theyheard of this SL [12:06] Buck (benjaminjames62): soin 2007 they bought sim and recreated that here [12:06] Buck (benjaminjames62): she had fun with that for a couple of years until someon told her of Gor [12:06] Buck (benjaminjames62): what a concept [12:07] Buck (benjaminjames62): roman warriors [12:07] Buck (benjaminjames62): or so she thought [12:07] Buck (benjaminjames62): she entered into a city that was just south of htere [12:07] Buck (benjaminjames62): I don't know what thename of it was [12:07] Buck (benjaminjames62): it is VERY LONG Gone and she lived there for a couple of months with no role play [12:07] Buck (benjaminjames62): and oh [12:08] Buck (benjaminjames62): she found out that she wasn't a warrior but a slave [12:08] Buck (benjaminjames62): so when the city went she came here [12:08] Buck (benjaminjames62): and this became her ....I don't know if Default Hme would be the right word [12:08] Buck (benjaminjames62): but it was here she always seemd to bounce back to [12:08] Buck (benjaminjames62): I met he in 2010 [12:09] Buck (benjaminjames62): I had played in Jarvis Vonda until it burnt to the ground [12:09] Buck (benjaminjames62): and then migrated here [12:09] Buck (benjaminjames62): got burned out on gor and took a couple month break [12:09] Buck (benjaminjames62): when I returned [12:09] Buck (benjaminjames62): of course it was to Olni [12:09] Buck (benjaminjames62): Lucy and Jarek were in the COmmons [12:09] Buck (benjaminjames62): a small group of people there also [12:10] Buck (benjaminjames62): Lucy was catching me up on what had changed while I wa gone and describeing new people and such and then she turned to this crazy haired half naked slave kneeling next to her [12:10] Buck (benjaminjames62): the slave with a black eye even and hair in her face [12:10] Buck (benjaminjames62): Lucy said [12:10] Buck (benjaminjames62): more or less [12:10] Buck (benjaminjames62): someting to the effect of [12:10] Buck (benjaminjames62): "and some people just need to be loved" [12:11] Buck (benjaminjames62): and dshe motioned that she brushed the hair out of Teal's Face [12:11] Buck (benjaminjames62): Teal and I forever would joke that even on that day [12:11] Buck (benjaminjames62): Lucy was putting us together [12:11] Lucy Bronet smiles in remembrance [12:11] Buck (benjaminjames62): those of you that knew teal closely knew she had many Masters [12:11] Buck (benjaminjames62): she was practically untameable [12:11] Buck (benjaminjames62): BUT [12:11] Buck (benjaminjames62): she roleplayed perfectly [12:12] Buck (benjaminjames62): whatever she was dealt ith [12:12] Buck (benjaminjames62): she handled it exquisetely [12:12] Buck (benjaminjames62): so in between that day [12:12] Buck (benjaminjames62): and several months later that she actually became mine she went through probably a dozen masters [12:12] Buck (benjaminjames62): we joked about that too [12:12] Buck (benjaminjames62): She LOVED Gor [12:12] Buck (benjaminjames62): I mean REALLY loved it [12:13] Buck (benjaminjames62): I thinkit was October 2010 that she found an advertisement in this newspaper asking for contributors [12:13] Buck (benjaminjames62): she asked me what I thought of it and I said a slave? [12:13] Buck (benjaminjames62): really [12:13] Buck (benjaminjames62): writing? [12:13] Buck (benjaminjames62): boy did she take a good grip on t and wrote practiacally every week for 5 or so years for the Voice of Gor [12:14] Buck (benjaminjames62): Yuroki's pa;er [12:14] Buck (benjaminjames62): and she LOVED IT [12:14] Buck (benjaminjames62): Gortechtural Digest [12:13] Buck (benjaminjames62): boy did she take a good grip on t and wrote practiacally every week for 5 or so years for the Voice of Gor [12:14] Buck (benjaminjames62): and of course [12:14] Buck (benjaminjames62): Slaves corner were some of her main columns [12:15] Buck (benjaminjames62): and I freed her [12:15] Buck (benjaminjames62): durign this time she ran a bakery [12:15] Buck (benjaminjames62): a candy store [12:15] Buck (benjaminjames62): and even owned slaves [12:15] Buck (benjaminjames62): I must admit [12:15] Buck (benjaminjames62): when I contacted you all [12:15] Buck (benjaminjames62): I had no idea who I wa contacting in MANY instances [12:15] Buck (benjaminjames62): I knew not what relations I would be talking to or with [12:16] Buck (benjaminjames62): to speak to those of you that loved her was really touching [12:16] Buck (benjaminjames62): to speak to those of you that loved her was really touching [12:16] Buck (benjaminjames62): Some of you were arch nemesis' of her [12:17] Buck (benjaminjames62): I am sure now you can rest knowing that your foe is gone [12:17] Buck (benjaminjames62): no longer willher quill strike fear in the paer as she defeats you with her wit [12:17] Buck (benjaminjames62): and those on her side willmiss tha wit [12:17] Buck (benjaminjames62): she had a command of the English Language that blew my mind [12:17] Buck (benjaminjames62): she spoke 5 languages [12:17] Buck (benjaminjames62): ahd two bachelors degrees [12:17] Buck (benjaminjames62): owned an art gallery [12:17] Buck (benjaminjames62): started up several software companies [12:18] Buck (benjaminjames62): actually joined convent out of High school and taught children as a Catholic Nun before leaving the order [12:18] Buck (benjaminjames62): she was accomplished by some standards [12:18] Buck (benjaminjames62): more accomplished than I [12:18] Buck (benjaminjames62): and I was always in awe at her [12:18] Buck (benjaminjames62): and honored that she love dme [12:18] Buck (benjaminjames62): and that she would humble herself HERE [12:19] Buck (benjaminjames62): as a naked slave girl [12:19] Buck (benjaminjames62): and she did it better than most [12:19] Buck (benjaminjames62): in 2019 she convinced me to come back to Gor [12:19] Buck (benjaminjames62): and I took her as my Slave again, but she wanted to make sure I would never leave gor again and abandon her [12:19] Buck (benjaminjames62): she was never planning on leaving Gor [12:20] Buck (benjaminjames62): well life has a way of screwing the best laid plans up doesn't it [12:20] Buck (benjaminjames62): in july of that year she decided she wa going to publish her own newspaper [12:20] Buck (benjaminjames62): she worked her ASS off [12:20] Buck (benjaminjames62): and founded the Times of Gor [12:20] Buck (benjaminjames62): first pubication July [12:20] Buck (benjaminjames62): second August [12:21] Buck (benjaminjames62): and on August 19th I believe it was [12:21] Buck (benjaminjames62): she had a cardiac arrest [12:21] Buck (benjaminjames62): now [12:21] Buck (benjaminjames62): I never knew what that was [12:21] Buck (benjaminjames62): sure I heard of Heart attacks [12:21] Buck (benjaminjames62): and strokes [12:21] Buck (benjaminjames62): I thnk most of us now what those are [12:21] Buck (benjaminjames62): most my fiends were like [12:21] Buck (benjaminjames62): oh my uncle had a heart attack she'll be fine [12:21] Buck (benjaminjames62): most my fiends were like [12:21] Buck (benjaminjames62): oh my uncle had a heart attack she'll be fine [12:23] Buck (benjaminjames62): 6 weeks of recovery it took her, she was dead from between 10 and 20 minutes [12:23] Buck (benjaminjames62): 1% of Cardiac arrest patents are brought back during that time [12:23] Buck (benjaminjames62): she always knew she was lucky [12:23] Buck (benjaminjames62): they said thye werent sure what abmount of brain damage she would have [12:23] Buck (benjaminjames62): but there would be brain damage [12:24] Buck (benjaminjames62): luckily it was whatever portion of the brain that controls ALL muscle strength [12:24] Buck (benjaminjames62): I say lucklily [12:24] amber (amberfind): we were blessed to have her for a short season after her adversity [12:24] Buck (benjaminjames62): because her brain was fully able to do everything else talk think everything just lost the strrength to do normal things like [12:24] Buck (benjaminjames62): walk [12:24] Buck (benjaminjames62): feed herself [12:24] Buck (benjaminjames62): type on the keyboard [12:25] Buck (benjaminjames62): sure her strengh grew over time but never strong enough to wal or type here so seh was never able to return here to her home [12:25] Buck (benjaminjames62): she regretted that [12:25] Buck (benjaminjames62): sure her strengh grew over time but never strong enough to wal or type here so seh was never able to return here to her home [12:25] Buck (benjaminjames62): she regretted that [12:25] Buck (benjaminjames62): a dn I would often remind her of all the things she did here and her friends and we would laugh [12:25] Buck (benjaminjames62): she missed you all [12:25] Buck (benjaminjames62): and had every intntion of returning [12:25] Buck (benjaminjames62): She was half italian half english [12:26] Buck (benjaminjames62): boy could she cook [12:26] Buck (benjaminjames62): I ate very well [12:26] Buck (benjaminjames62): after he rcardiac arrest my life changed [12:26] Buck (benjaminjames62): I now was the cook [12:26] Buck (benjaminjames62): the handmaiden [12:26] Buck (benjaminjames62): the slave [12:26] Buck (benjaminjames62): It's very humbling to see your loved one like that [12:26] Buck (benjaminjames62): and it only made me love her more [12:27] Buck (benjaminjames62): This last month, she had severe intestinal pain attributed to C.Diff. and would cry out to God to "end her pain" as she "couldn't take it anymore". On the Sunday night two days before her passing, the pain subsided. Had God answered her prayer? [12:27] Buck (benjaminjames62): Come Tuesday Night, she had asked for Spaghetti for dinner and after teaching me how much pasta to use, I made it to her specifications. I gave her the first bite of her Spaghetti as she lie in bed. She hated not being able to do things for herself so I would always allow her to attempt everything first. After that bite and a drink of water she complimented me on it. I went into the kitchen for something, [12:27] Buck (benjaminjames62): I don't remember and I came back to her to find she had her hand in the bowl. I said; "here baby let me help you with that" and so she lifted her hand out and I said "do you want another bite of spaghetti?" and she said "no no no". I don't know if she meant she didn't want me to feed it to her or if she didn't want anymore at that moment, but I said [12:28] Buck (benjaminjames62): "Here, let me help you" and I wrapped up another 3 or 4 strings on the fork and said open up. She then said "I'm Dizzy" and opened her mouth. As soon as I put the fork in her mouth halfway, her mouth clamped down on it.... and on March 16th 2021 at 11:20 pm, Teal Razor, aka Edith James died. [12:28] Buck (benjaminjames62): Teal's passing was pretty peaceful and I can't imagine any other way that she would've wanted to go. [12:29] Buck (benjaminjames62): Teal loved life, all life. She mourned at the loss of a tree. She refused to squash a bug or spider but rather to set it free outdoors. She loved to laugh and found humor in many things. She loved cooking and the ocean. She enjoyed a glass of wine on occasion and found a man smoking a cigar quite a relaxing thing for herself. She would sometimes knit or sew and had a huge appreciation for art, in fact, she owned and dealt artwork of other artists from an art gallery she once owned. [12:29] Buck (benjaminjames62): Teal LOVED Weapons. She often took great interest in the swords and such that the warriors wore that she encountered in her roleplay. You could often times find her playing CTF and being quite good at it. Many a Rarius learned to fear the girl chasing them with the wild hair and the big letter "T" on her shield. [12:30] Buck (benjaminjames62): Teal had a few masters; Relius (Joe Boxer), Blaise Darkfold, The City of Olni, Dude Roamer, Ubik Tarantal (Geoff Prinz), DonDonavan (DonDonavan Resident), Zed Haddrath, Ħąĸϕŋ Ɠŗȇɏ (hak0n Resident), Siri Emerald, Detris Lionheart, Efuturist Davidau, Casper (Ghost Baccerin), GianMarino Resident, Detris Lionheart, the City of Olni and finally Siri Emerald on October 3rd 2012. [12:30] Buck (benjaminjames62): She told me her passion was to write a novella on Gor [12:31] Buck (benjaminjames62): and in her notes I foundmany such stories she had started [12:31] Buck (benjaminjames62): this one she actually shared with me one time [12:31] Buck (benjaminjames62): it was her avorite I think [12:31] Buck (benjaminjames62): Siri Emerald Junior, the Lieutenant of the City of Port Olni looked at the girl called teal. He had just been gifted her by the Ubar and Ubara of the city he so proudly served in an unceremoniously fashion. The Ubar had even handed him a leather gag to put in her mouth, more of a joke but quite useful as it was immediately placed about her head and snugly put in her mouth keeping her from making any intelligible comments on anything. In a deliberate commanding voice he said to her; "teal assume the posture of female submission". [12:32] Buck (benjaminjames62): The beautiful blond haired girl looked at him, tears welling up in her eyes as she looked to the ground considering her fate. Kneeling before him she extended her arms above her head, her wrists crossed as though for binding, her head lowered between her arms. [12:32] Buck (benjaminjames62): Siri smiled pleasingly at teal and said to her; "Repeat after me, I teal, once of earth.." [12:32] Buck (benjaminjames62): teal tried to speak but all that was able to escape her was a muffled "mfft mffft" as the leather gag was still securely fastened about her head and in her mouth. [12:33] Buck (benjaminjames62): Siri smiled and reached down to her removing the leather gag from about her head and pulling it out of her mouth. "Now repeat what you were just told to say" [12:33] Buck (benjaminjames62): teal wiggled her jaw a bit but left her hands still crossed above her head and repeated what she was told to say; "I, teal, once of earth...." [12:33] Buck (benjaminjames62): Hearing her comply he continued "--herewith submit myself, completely and totally, in all things, to him who is now known here as Siri Emerald Jr, Lieutenant of the Guard of Olni--" [12:33] Buck (benjaminjames62): teal looked up for a moment as the words sunk in and repeated;"herewith submit myself, completely and totally, in all things, to him who is now known here as Siri Emerald Jr, Lieutenant of the Guard of Olni" [12:33] Buck (benjaminjames62): Siri continued; "--as his girl, his cadet, his slave, his slut, an article of his property , his fucktoy, his servant, his woman, his confidant, his cook, his housekeeper, his monster, his everything, his to do with as he pleases at his hands I accept my life and my name, declaring myself his girl, .." [12:34] Buck (benjaminjames62): A smile of contentment grew on her face as she repeated joyfully; "as his girl, his cadet, his slave, his slut, an article of his property , his fucktoy, his servant, his woman, his confidant, his cook, his housekeeper, his monster, his everything, his to do with as he pleases at his hands I accept my life and my name, declaring myself his girl, .." [12:34] Buck (benjaminjames62): Smiling he reached to his belt and grabbed the collar that Hazzan the Blacksmith had made for him. It was a flat circular steel band, hinged with locks. He showed it to her and said; "This is inscribed 'I am the property of Siri Emerald Jr. of Olni'". He placed it about her neck using both of his hands. Holding the collar there but not yet closing it, he looked to her face and pressed his hands up under her chin lifting her face so that their eyes met. Still though holding the collar about her neck with both of his hands he said; "the collar is put on from without, but what it encircles, the slave, comes from within. Slavery, true slavery, comes from within. Do not fight your slavery. Allow it freely and spontaneously, candidly, sweetly and untrammeled, to manifest itself. It is what you are." [12:34] Buck (benjaminjames62): Smiling he reached to his belt and grabbed the collar that Hazzan the Blacksmith had made for him. It was a flat circular steel band, hinged with locks. He showed it to her and said; "This is inscribed 'I am the property of Siri Emerald Jr. of Olni'". He placed it about her neck using both of his hands. Holding the collar there but not yet closing it, he looked to her face and pressed his hands up under her chin lifting her face so that their eyes met. Still though holding the collar about her neck with both of his hands he said; "the collar is put on from without, but what it encircles, the slave, comes from within. Slavery, true slavery, comes from within. Do not fight your slavery. Allow it freely and spontaneously, candidly, sweetly and untrammeled, to manifest itself. It is what you are." [12:35] Buck (benjaminjames62): At that very moment tears filled completely the beautiful hazel eyes of teal [12:35] Buck (benjaminjames62): Siri still looking directly into her eyes snapped the collar shut. It fit snugly about her neck and locked with a cylinder lock of six discs. "Continue to repeat after me," he said "I am yours, Master". [12:35] Buck (benjaminjames62): teal looked at him through the tears flowing from her eyes as she thought to herself; (my brain wants to be a slave but inside the deepest parts of the folds of my brain I am a warrior) though she knew not dare to speak of such things she simply stated; "I am yours my Master...." [12:35] Buck (benjaminjames62): Siri smiled and asked her; "What is your name?" [12:35] Buck (benjaminjames62): "My name is teal and I belong to you my Master" she said joyously. [12:35] Buck (benjaminjames62): Siri smiled again and responded looking into her eyes "yes you are teal, but only because I allow it...it is a good name and you will continue to wear it. Is this understood?" [12:36] Buck (benjaminjames62): "Yes my Master..." she said smiling comfortable in her slavery to him. [12:36] Buck (benjaminjames62): He pointed his finger to the ground directly in front of him and commanded;."come teal hug me and be proud to be owned by me" [12:36] Buck (benjaminjames62): She lowered her hands and stood only for a moment long enough to move her body happily to him wrapping her arms around his strong thigh under his kilt his bare flesh held in her embrace as she then hugged and kissed his flesh. "I love you my Master" she softly spoke. [12:36] Buck (benjaminjames62): Many many such notecards are in her inventory [12:37] Buck (benjaminjames62): Teal... My wif Edie... is survived by her Brother and sister in law [12:37] Buck (benjaminjames62): her daughter and son in law [12:37] Buck (benjaminjames62): and her brand new town grandsons [12:37] Buck (benjaminjames62): and of course me [12:37] steven Draesia: she loved you a lot siri [12:37] Buck (benjaminjames62): nods to Steven [12:38] Buck (benjaminjames62): I am truly humbled by you all [12:38] Buck (benjaminjames62): thank you [12:38] Buck (benjaminjames62): and if Lucy doesn't mind I wouldlike toinvite any of you up here if anyone [12:38] Buck (benjaminjames62): wants to share any thoughts [12:38] Buck (benjaminjames62): good or bad [12:38] Buck (benjaminjames62): now is the time to share [12:38] Buck (benjaminjames62): let her memory live with us all [12:39] Zane Kanze she was a very trust worthy and helpful person, watching tournament fights, with quite the keen mind to see things that not even some fighters see...but positive little chirper saying practice makes perfect, noticing others improvements, she did like to watch those fights, enjoyed the rain, and when she messed up she'd say she's a flirking idiot, always to make laughter out of something, had the priveledge to see her in lands like Tarnfell, Torcadino, Callera, here in Olni, and few other places...an honor to hear your words and hear more about the person behind the smiles, Buck...may the memory of noodles and her peace be remembered, as a song said I heard this morning, only the good die young, Rest in peace teal, your beloved. send me her story, I will try to get it to my friend who is relative to the writer, so more may know teals wiggles, & passion [12:41] Tuor Na'Kos (tuor): Teal Razor, what can i say , she was a force of nature, a true kajira [12:42] Tuor Na'Kos (tuor): we come to this game to have fun and interact with people from all over the world. some of us meet people that change their lives firever i meet my late wife here. other meet people that they cant live without and Siri my friend we were lucky to meet our soulmates here . i feel your pain my friend i lost Beth aka Calista Thron at home while i was making dinner for us [12:42] Tuor Na'Kos (tuor): As for Teal , she will always be the Voice of Gor to me loved to watch her emote , dance and and sometime be a handfull she will be missed by all here and many in Gor itself . she was one of the first slaves i ran into when i came to Olni 8 years ago, her wild hair and topless outfits when she entered the room it was a joy to watch her work. [12:43] Tuor Na'Kos (tuor): Farwell Teal Razor Serve with Heart and Passion [12:43] Ronin Enfield: I knew Teal Razor both as free and slave. She was always honorable, or pleasing, as appropriate for her various stations. I appreciate her solid work on the newspaper. She is missed. Farewell Teal Razor. # [12:45] Lurius Vancius (macdesign2011): i did not meet her, but i would like to say that only a gorean can understand the depts of all that was said. i am honored to experience that, thank you # [12:45] Jarek SpiritWeaver: Teal and I had an interesting relationship that spanned SL and RL to some extent. I met her here. A brash and unruly slave at times. Outspoken, but never wavered in being true to who she was. She would on occasion talk tactics and technique as a warrior would and would try to push that edge she thought she may have [12:45] Jarek SpiritWeaver: She met Siri and you almost could SEE the that connected them [12:46] Jarek SpiritWeaver: a piece of a puzzle finding it's missing part [12:46] Jarek SpiritWeaver: Out of Gor and in RL we had taken to phone calls while she was going through some wound care that ultimately ended with her getting a piece of her amputated. I can remember one call where she put me on speaker phone [12:47] Jarek SpiritWeaver: so that her wound care nurse and I could speak 'medical' while he was working on her. Then there came the time in conversations where Siri was contemplating moving to live with her. [12:47] Jarek SpiritWeaver: She had no doubts. I think you did Siri as you were going through a down time in your life [12:48] Jarek SpiritWeaver: it didn't matter to her. You were the part she needed. She knew that. [12:48] Jarek SpiritWeaver: We had our down moments later on. Things that seemed so important at the time but now...you realize life is too short for such petty crap. [12:49] Jarek SpiritWeaver: She is definitely a person I am glad to have had in my life and the world is less colorful for her being a part of it. Her energy is certainly missed. Rest well kajira [12:51] Rarius Yuroki (yuroki.uriza): I guess you expect that I will say something. But it was the first day after my return to Gor after one year pause when I head that Teal was dead. I was lost for words. She will always be in my heart. My condolences, Siri [12:53] Lucy Bronet: About Teal....well, never a dull moment with her. A magnificent dancer, winner of more awards than I can count, and an ascerbic writer for the Voice of Gor paper, she never had a dull day. Amazingly smart and funny, warm-hearted and vulnerable yet independent and strong. An awesome combination. [12:54] Lucy Bronet: Her character had a fascinating background of having come to us from Military School where she earned high marks as a Cadet, the transition to Gorean submission was a complicated one which she role played and exploited thoroughly. Occasionally, the RP generated some interesting consequences [12:54] Lucy Bronet: As an example, way back in 2012 there was a scene where she was a bit mischievous. The Free were, naturally, required to put her in her place. I believe she was determined to be "too valuable to kill but they must be kept in line" and ended up having her hair cut off rather than her tongue. Her Master's response was simply resigned, knowing, I suspect, she'd brought it on herself: [12:55] Lucy Bronet: She was a prolific and gifted writer and one of my favorites was a "Gorean XMas Tale." If you'd like a copy, just IM me, please. I doubt if she would mind my sharing it with you all. It is with a heavy heart that I bid you farewell, Teal. Be at peace and know you were and are loved. [12:55] Lucy Bronet: If you wish, there are roses you can leave for her as a tribute over there in the corner to my right. If you want to leave something else, please do me the favor of keeping it 1 or 2 prims and make it move anyone. Eventually, after about a week, this Memorial will be moved into the Garden and I'd want to keep all the memories you leave with it. [12:56] Lucy Bronet: Thank you all for your caring hearts. It means a lot to all of us to see she was an important part to each of your lives. [12:56] Lucy Bronet: That's all for me for now. [12:57] Buck (benjaminjames62): thank you Lucy [12:57] Buck (benjaminjames62): looking out seeing so many of you [12:57] Buck (benjaminjames62): knowing you came here to be reminded and pause in reflections [12:57] Buck (benjaminjames62): some of you have shared WONDERFUL thoughts and I thank you I cried and laughed hearing each memory [12:58] Buck (benjaminjames62): On Gor [12:58] Buck (benjaminjames62): when someone dies [12:58] Buck (benjaminjames62): we don't say a word [12:58] Buck (benjaminjames62): because anything that could or would be said [12:58] Buck (benjaminjames62): could lonely make it worse or sully the spirit or name of the person [12:58] Buck (benjaminjames62): ihate that thought [12:58] Buck (benjaminjames62): and love hearing about our departed [12:58] Buck (benjaminjames62): as it helps us heal [12:59] Buck (benjaminjames62): everyone of you that I knew that I see here [12:59] Buck (benjaminjames62): you each bring a fond memory to my mind about teal [12:59] Buck (benjaminjames62): and I thank you [13:00] Athene Aurum (meiyuki.suisei): It is so sad to see another person in gor passing away, it reminds us not to take people for granted.. having been in gor as long as her - people come and go and we're often left with a memory of them I didn't fancy her hair, but it was a signature.. I am deeply saddened knowing her loss and what she was and meant to so many. I knew her not of her.. and my heart goes to those that knew her more. [13:03] Lucy Bronet: Thank you, Athene. It is definitely a loss to those who loved her. [13:04] Lucy Bronet: Anyone else? Please take your time. And don't be embarrassed. [13:06] αяđợяø ωίиđşтαя (ardorowindstar): I have been standing here listening to all the things that were said about Teal. While I never had the honor of knowing her as most of you did, I am sure I would have enjoyed her commpany. In remembering Teal, we should always bear in mind that life, both on Gor and off, is precious, and should not be taken for granted. Siri, you were indeed a lucky man, and you will always be in my thoughts. REst well Teal. [13:07] Rarius Yuroki (yuroki.uriza): I would like to tell the story when Teal's warrior alt and me and 1 more warrior raided a nothern sim, and we hit everybody down but I was down too and Teal's alt rescued me. We were laughing half an hour afterwords. That was when she lived in Landa. She made me always chuckling about something... [13:08] Buck (benjaminjames62): laughs [13:08] Buck (benjaminjames62): Tanner Plutonium [13:08] Rarius Yuroki (yuroki.uriza): yes [13:08] Lucy Bronet laughs, "That's our Teal." [13:09] Buck (benjaminjames62): She was a force to be reckoned with and was an excellent swordsman [13:09] Athene Aurum (meiyuki.suisei): sometimes the that slave's heart to please is too much to stay defiantly free. [13:10] Buck (benjaminjames62): she had a puppet show [13:10] Buck (benjaminjames62): her and Blanca were always chiding each other in fun [13:10] Buck (benjaminjames62): itwas lovely seeing the two of them [13:10] Buck (benjaminjames62): she made tht puppet show starring her and Blanca [13:10] Buck (benjaminjames62): God it was funny [13:17] Rєηtєℓℓ Iяσηωσσɗ (rentell.homewood): I have always been the silent wall guard watching from up high as the rest of the city would have fun and RP. Teal would always find a way to make me laugh and come off the wall to join in. She always put a smile on my face always wanted to watch me spar and practice and always gave me a good fight during the CTF nights. [13:19] Lady Tuka Windstar (ladytuka): I didnt actually Know Teal but from listening to everyone today it has touched me so much, we have to remember no matter what we are going through there is also a real person behind the screen, we may not get a long but in this world i feel we should at least try to get along, I am with you all on the kind words you have said, I mean for me i havent seen my rp Father and i feel apart of me missing but to loose a loved one we will never understand, I dont have the words to say, but my door is open for any of you # [13:20] amber (amberfind): teal, love you, you taught me to laugh and that it was ok to be naughty and personable and to love those around me, you helped me to know myself in more ways that you might of known, your both a blessing and brought out the beast and the best in others. *grins* will miss you though you will live long in our memories"